The Complex Servant
Chef. Artist. Band-aid
distributor. Tutor. Employee. Employer. Friend. Daughter. Wife. Mother.
Servant.
The lives of women are complex at
best, and more often, verge on the chaotic. The umbrella of our identity
shelters a range of roles and facets. We can be pulled in a million different
directions.
As I read on in Serving Without Sinking this week, I saw
the complexity of Jesus’ identity as both our master and our servant. Jesus’
nuanced identity means that ours as his servant has more complexity to it than
we might have first imagined. Being in Christ and served by Him doesn’t reduce
the complexity of our lives. You might wish I could tell you that serving Jesus
would make life simpler, but in truth, our complex identity in Christ as His
servants enriches our lives and approach to service for the better.
These next four chapters
present us with four attitude-altering identities that have been won for those
of us who are in Christ. Jesus’ service
plants those of us who follow Him into four identity categories. Through
adoption into God’s family, we are one of His sons. Through His sacrificial
life-giving love, we’re made into Jesus’ bride. In accordance with Jesus’ words
in John 15, Hindley proposes that because “Jesus has taken the secret things
that belonged to the Lord and shared them with His disciples” we serve as Jesus’ friend. All of these are informed by the fact that
we are people who Jesus serves. After all, “Jesus’ greatness is not that He can
command the service of millions; it is that He serves millions”.
What has really changed my
thinking as I read these chapters was the realisation that though I am just a
lowly servant, serving is not the obligation of the lowly follower, but our
privilege and delight. It is crazy really, to think that I, this selfish,
covetous, slanderous and jealous woman, can be given the identity I have been
given in Christ.
Perhaps what struck a chord for
you though was the assertion that there should be an absence of obligation in
our approach to serving. Do you feel over-worked, only abiding by an
obligation? Perhaps you struggle to see the joy in serving? We can easily feel
enslaved by service, while everyone around us seems free to do what they want
with their down time. Slogging it out in the ministry field, we really just
long to be liberated. But the reality is sobering. If we traded in our slavery
to God, our return would be no gain at all, but slavery to worthless idols. Our
service is in light of the liberated identity handed to us in Jesus.
So how do we go forward with our
service after reading these chapters? Refining our image of the complex master
and servant is going to change the way we serve. Jesus is a master we can serve
as a friend, as a husband and as a father, but ultimately, as the one who
serves us more infinitely that we could ever imagine or carry out ourselves.
So there might be a need for us
to dive deeply into the scriptures to understand these truths about Jesus with
a richness that seeps out into our approach to serving.
Again and again we need to come
back to Jesus to understand the identity He’s given us, and the great gift this
is. We love the Servant, serve the Servant and are built up by the Servant.