Command versus Control (or, scary versus safe)
“Suddenly Faramir stirred, and he opened his eyes, and
he looked on Aragorn who bent over him; and a light of knowledge and love was
kindled in his eyes, and he spoke softly. ‘My lord, you called me. I come. What
does the king command?’”
―
J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King
I have always been
uncomfortable with the phrase “God is in control.” When terrible events occur
in my life the least comforting thing
to me to hear is the phrase “God is in control.” All I feel inside is “Really?
God caused that?” (though I do know for others, that the concept of God ‘being
in control’ is comforting and reassuring, and I’m not criticising that). I have
never really been able to articulate my discomfort until my mind started to
resonate, while reading these two chapters, with the distinction drawn between commanding
authority and mechanistic control.
In our churches the idea
of ‘control’ has seeped into our language from the language of secular modernity
– where invention and machines and progress became man’s ‘god’ and we started
to understand the world mechanistically, rather than relationally. Man began to
believe that he was the centre of the world and that it would only be a matter
of time before all things could be controlled – disease, natural forces,
everything. For Christians, the right response is to believe that in fact it is
God who is in charge of these things; but maybe not in same way as the modern
understanding of control. Instead, Christians think of God as a King who issues
decrees and makes commands, and think of ourselves as his subjects living within
the boundaries of those commands. He doesn’t do our jobs for us, and he doesn’t
make decisions for us – but we certainly know from our King’s decrees and
commands how he wants us to live as his subjects, what we are to stand for, to care
about, and to work towards. Within these boundaries, we have freedom.
I loved these two chapters
because they empower us to live out bold and creative lives, knowing that our
Commander is at the helm, taking His world in the direction that He desires and
plans for. This is an incredibly freeing idea, and not only causes us less
anxiety but empowers us to really live without being weighed down by fear that
we might make a mistake and accidentally sin, or make a wrong turn somewhere.
We have been given His Word to follow, and mistakes are not something we need
to fear anymore but instead are something to learn from.
Let me put it this way:
have you ever felt, sung or thought that you are immensely undesirable and have
nothing to offer your church? Or do you ever, as Cary puts it, feel as though
you have worked at being nothing so that God can be everything?
The good news is that God
has graciously chosen us to be his stewards while he is away. And like Faramir,
the Steward of Gondor, this means doing all within our power to protect the
interests of Gondor until the rightful king returns to claim his kingdom once
more. As we read in Ecclesiastes,
Obey the king’s command, I say, because you
took an oath before God. … Since a king’s word is supreme, who can say to him,
“What are you doing?”
Whoever obeys his command will come to no
harm,
and the wise heart will know the proper time
and procedure…
Since no one knows the future,
who can tell someone else what is to come?
As no one has power over the wind to contain
it,
so no one has power over the time of their
death.
We
don’t have to be rid of ourselves, but in fact use the good things that God has
given each of us in unique measure, to do the work of the King is his Kingdom
until he returns: freely, creatively, and learning how to do it better from our
mistakes along the way. In this way, we become more of who we are meant to be: better subjects, better stewards,
following the King’s commands more closely everyday.